chapter ninety four: instinct??
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing,
So hypnotizing
I am captivated

shit happens.. all the time..

ok..
this one will be tad personal
its based on my experience
ready??

instinct
everyone has it..
young and old..
that strange feeling you get in your guts
when you feel like something will go wrong..

maybe it is a mode of self defence that god has given us..
maybe it is another self-fulfilling prophecy..
maybe it is a bit of both..

i dont have the answer..

all i do noe is..
its there...

every year
round the time my birthdae comes..
something bad alwaes happens..
if not before..
then sometime after..
but it will happen..

this year..
i sized myself for it..
last week..
the feelings start..
something bad is about to go down..

yesterdae
i got knocked by a cab

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