chapter eighty three: my big secret
kham-ley-ley-le le le le le le le..
le leiskh..
kham leay lakhs liksh hamlish shaklish le le ley-liesh..

translation:

so you can suck my dick if you don't like my shit
cause i was high when i wrote this
so suck my dick

one cannot love that which he doesn't noe..
all the same..
he cannot hate that which is unknown..

birds of a feather flock together
fools don't differ
idiots go together..

ok..
so i made the last one up..
but it fits..
right??

everyone has their talents and gifts from god almighty
this gift is intended to be used for the benefit of others
thus making the world a better place..

if i tell you mine..
will you trust me??
at least a little??

i am a compulsive liar
wait..
let me put that in a nicer way..
umm..
(thinking)
i am a natural born pretender

but everything is done without malice
i don't lie-slash-pretend to hurt you
i do it so i would protect you..
or maybe just to slow the rate of your crashing world

because slow is smooth
smooth is fast
so slow is fast??
(according to shafiq)

so..
now you know..
will you put your faith in me??

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chapter eighty two: call me..
father thought me to fight my own battles..
mother thought me that if i should ever go down, i should go down fighting..

alright babies..
the time has come
once again for us to measure our growth..
we will.. i believe we will and we can.. yes??

man..

i've had it..

no more games..

i really dislike you soccer boys..

you might be reading this..

i hope you are..

i have no way to contact you..
so this is the only way i noe how..

call me..
i wanna noe why you boys cant stand me soo much..
when i cant even remember your faces..
and i dont even noe over half of you..
so please..
call me..

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chapter eighty one: that's soo...
sumone once said:

you are the songs that summer sings
and the chills that autumn brings

spot on!!
thank you for bringing it to my attention..
i aint perfect..
but im me
all me
100% all natural..

shucks
im soo full of it..

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chapter eighty: on nights like this
waddup cuzz??


yo..
i miss you..

like crazy, you noe??

i miss you soo much it burns my eyes...

i miss you. period.

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chapter seventy nine: excerpt
Every night I rush to my bed

With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you


When I close my eyes I'm going outta my head

Lost in a fairytale

Can you hold my hands and be my guide?


Clouds filled with stars cover your skies

And I hope it rains

You're the perfect lullaby

What kind of dream is this?


I mention you when I say my prayers

I wrap you around all of my thoughts

Boy, you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there

To wrap your arms around me for real and tell me you'll stay by side

My guilty pleasure I ain't goin nowhere

Baby, as long as you're here

I'll be floating on air cause

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you


Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Somebody pinch me, your love's to good to be true



Hi babyyyy I love you and I am so bored and I don't feel like studying and I miss you a lot although we've only met yesterday.


I know this is stupid cause we talk practically every day and sms now and then and meet each other super often but I'm still dropping you an email.

This is my first one to you tau. So please like it and appreciate it. Heeheee.This shows how irritating I am. (Which you already know) ;D


&This also shows how sweet I can be. Or, how bored I am. Hahahaha.



If i walk would you run? (Yes right?)

If i stop would you come? (Duh)


If i say you're the one, would you believe me? (No, you'd say I'm the one. Hahahahah)

If i ask you to stay ,would you show me the way? (Of course cause I'm always lost)


Am i catching up to you

While you're running away, to chase your dreams (Memang uh I'm always chasing after you seh)


It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change

And maybe i'm not ready


If i sing you a song, would you sing along (Singing mode on)

Or wait till i'm gone? (Nope, you'll sing along right? Heeh.)

Ohh how we push and pull (I am always pulling and you're pushing. HAHA)


If i give you my heart ,would you just play the part

Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful? (Sweeeeeeeet siak)


But i'm trying for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We've been hiding enough



Haha dearest love, thank you for watching Fame with me and thus introducing me to the guy who is now my boyfriend, Asher Book. HAHA JOKING, NO POKING =P

I'm sure you know how awesome you are, and how much you mean to me, and of course, that I love you more than you love me.


Thank you for everything, especially for entering my life,

I cannot imagine how life would be without you now that you're a part of it.


& I will misss you a lot when you go abroad for all your competitionssssss

I hope you do well and win everythinggggg

Insya 'Allah :D


I don't really care who says what about you, or even if the whole world hates the fact that I'm with you,

cause all I know is that I love you alottttttttttt more than you can ever imagine.


(I still can't believe that we're together -.- )

(Haaaahaaa. Shut up and let it go uh Li.)


I hope this made you smile :)

Sorry for being super duper freaking random,

And check out the cool pic yaww.




With (too) much love,

Summerrrrrrrrr


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