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chapter sixty two: my boys.. much love
come here..closer.. just a little closer.. lemme tell you a secret.. a secret to life.. life is hard!! it kicks you in the shins when you least expect it.. when you are just about almost satisfied with things at the present.. there is alwaes sumthing.. one thing.. that screams "fuck you" into your face.. dont believe me baby?? just look into my life.. look at the life of my friends.. my true friends.. we suffer the same fate.. enjoy the same triumph.. just us.. together.. till the end boys?? i pray.. haiz.. no matter no matter.. shit alwaes happens.. we'd pull through.. believe.. no use wallowing in things that have spun out of our hands.. we shall all just live.. and continue to be happy.. imagine.. me and you.. and you and me.. all i need.. my boys.. i am happy.. it is enough for me.. larazza smoovie cheermyister kilat i love you.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter sixty one: crawling on two feet
good god!!im soo tired.. my feet are killing me.. it aches and begs for rest.. or maybe a.. nice.. slow.. long.. foot massage.. that would do wonders too.. anyone up for it?? come on now.. dont be shy.. i noe you want me.. you noe i want'cha.. ok now the damn song is stuck in my head.. THANKS CAYENNE!! you are right.. sooner or later the song will rub off.. and it did laa.. now its like embedded in my head.. though i dont quite have a taste for it... oh damn i think my tutor caught me blogging.. im supposed to be having a test now.. hah!! screw it.. p.s. im still in love Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter sixty: shity in the middle of the night
shit..i have a flu.. cant concentrate.. much... must rest.. need rest.. au voir!! Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter fifty nine: and then there was light
this week has been a pinch..crazy.. frustrating.. up the wall maddness.. for starters.. school is shit... i missed two out of three quizes.. i managed to wrestle out a make up for the one.. im getting a fail for one that i can do well in.. and i have yet to noe for the third.. stupid shits!! if i could rip your necks off your shoulders.. i would!! i swear i would.. haiz.. *its okae now.. let it go kid let it fucking go!!* promise to self: do soo well in the next graded paper that this round's would have little significance up next: training good god.. where do i begin.. i have a feeling that bitching about this wont do me much good.. scratch that.. this wont do anyone much good.. you cats dont need to hear the truth.. nor what i have to sae.. id just puncture your pretty little egos.. speaking my mind.. so go on and have your "fun" go play make believe that the world is yours.. go lie to yourselves that you are better than.. well.. me.. us.. whatever!! better than us.. okae?? go lie to yourself if it makes you happy.. i can hardly give a shit for now.. but i implore you.. do not.. EVER!! ever, trip my wire.. because then.. i wont just rock the boat.. id sink it.. get it asswipes?? no?? go figure it out.. ouhouh.. but there is light at the end of the tunnel.. as the week slugged to a close.. god almighty saved me.. he made me so-soo happy.. blessing came in the form of.. 2 Grand.. and now im flipped.. in a good wae mind you.. 2 large, dawgs.. come on.. you got to feel happy for me.. no?? oh well.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter fifty eight: numb
im getting this flipping out numbness..AGAIN!! somebody help me.. i cant feel my fingers.. they are alwaes the first to go.. slowly but surely.. the dead feeling will go up my arms and down my chest.. i hate this feeling.. it gives me a sense that something is wrong.. maybe i have erred.. crossed a line i shouldnt have.. stepped on too many toes.. i dont bloddy hell noe!! but this.. nothing-ness.. it is driving me insane!! somebody.. help me!! i need you.. p.s. _-____-___ Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter fifty seven: to the victor, the spoils
baby im back!!ok.. so i admit.. i could have told you sooner.. but i was soo in a "i-can't-be-bothered-kinda-mood" but hey!! better late then never right?? right?? riiiightttt... ok so the long and short if it is that sijori is done and over with.. (sijori is the name of a regional competition) i went in hoping.. praying.. to win two gold medals.. but i got one gold and a silver.. it was a shocker to win the silver actually.. nownow.. hold that thought for a minute.. dont judge me yet.. it was a shocker.. not because i was expecting for a gold.. but because i was expecting to get nothing.. get it?? good.. sijori was.. a huge awakening.. i shall sae.. personally.. i cant elaborate on it.. i dont noe if i should.. i guess all i can sae for now is that.. only time will tell.. till next time.. i will alwaes love you.. no matter what.. or who comes along.. maye one dae you will understand... i-iv-iii Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies cahpter fifty six: wisdom from an emo kid
life is but a dream..merrily-merrily-merrily, merrily.. life goes down the stream.. so life may not be all peaches and roses.. but it is the only one we got.. so why waste it?? live, dudes and dames!! do yourself a favour.. get off your ass and smell the crisp air.. soak in the heat of the sun.. and indulge in the flavours of the world around.. life is too short for us to sit and wait for things to happen.. change begins with "me".. so set out there.. stare the world in its old-wrinkly, beautiful face.. and take them haters down.. only one person must come out top.. and my friends.. that person is you.. this is your universe.. and in your universe.. you are the almighty ruler.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter fifty five: testify, before i die
everyone shut up!!im getting an epiphany.. life is made to end... yes?? sad as this may be.. it is the inevitable truth.. the inevitable end.. though i have trained my mind not to think of death as the end.. rather a the mark of a never ending chapter.. life after death.. as ludicrous as it sounds.. i believe in every word of it.. the bonds made in this world must mean for something greater.. something far and beyond our wildest imagination.. i guess only time will tell huh?? ok shit.. im straying out of point.. look people.. all im trying to sae is.. life is too short for it to be lived wallowing in dispair.. to alwaes worry about makng things better.. but doing nothing.. to make the positive change.. waste are the daes not spent with laughter.. for when life is short, sing the music, feel the beat, learn the dance, spread the heat, show the love.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |