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chapter seventy eight: the team
vietnam!! here i come baby.. ayite.. first of, id like to confess that i aint all that trilled to be going.. but then again it dont mean im to happy either.. (im leaning more to the former) lets get down to it now shall we?? ladies.. gentlemen.. this is another public service announcement brought to you in part by pornstar industries so im going away.. again.. and i would like to dedicate this article to my new loves... namely THE TEAM though it has only been awhile.. what.. 3 months?? i have grown attached to you girls.. for real.. and i will and must miss you when im away.. when i get back.. we must and will meet ok?? im gonna be mean this time round and say i dont care even if you girls are having your exams then.. we must ok?? cause i'll miss you, alot.. do pray for my safe passage and god willing my victory.. i love you.. much kidd im gonna be thinking of your insane, addictive laughter.. and the way you make great jokes about almost everything..  chubbs definitely your cheeks dear.. too cute.. ouhouh.. lets not forget that smile.. i cant help but give one too.. people say that a smile is contagious.. you are the proof..  sugarsuga the name's so nice, you say it twice.. now, you noe i'll miss you alot.. your jokes, cracks me up.. all the time.. your smiles and laughter.. id do anything to keep it there..(all the time too)  summer my sunshine, after the rain.. illy.. the cat, when im being a bitch the tiger, when im being a pig im gonna be thinking about you.. beyond what makes you, you but just be thinking of you.. cause thats how you are best remembered there aint enough words i can say to describe your traits that has been stitched to my heartstrings i love you and this i pray to be forever true  Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter seventy seven: the taste of blood
dearly beloved..we are gathered here today, in this hallowed space in my chest and mind.. listen, for i will speak the old saying goes.. BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER this so called fact is known throughout the world many have sworn by it some have even made good movies based on such novelty of an idea.. yes i admit the world would be a safer, better place if this was in effect at all times of day.. in peace of sleep more so in hours we keep awake.. but as adam levine says it.. "it's not always rainbows and butterflies.." -she will be loved blood is thicker than water.. that's the damned tradition right?? my family.. father.. mother.. mentor.. purpose.. all four of them.. we are not one to keep in toe with traditions and customs... and this one?? its no different from the rest.. too many a times we have proven this statement this heartfelt sentiment.. to be OH-SO-VERY FUCKING WRONG.. we have seen it happen so many times.. how outside relations seem to strengthen and nourish our cores.. when those of our linage, seem soo ready to spit us out.. like we were bile in thy mouths.. i do not mean to diss nor to cuss neigh swear.. but this is just one pill i cannot swallow.. i have gotten sick of seeing the tears in mother's eyes.. yes she may be far from perfect.. but mother is mother.. from where i sit.. she is MY mother.. not your sister neither your daughter and NEVER A CHANCE IN FUCKING HELL is she your friend she is mine.. my gift as i am to her.. to her sons and daughter to a husband.. she is god's light incarnated.. i dont care what she did.. what she said.. or what she failed to.. i dont give a damn.. what you are doing is wrong.. and that is all i care about.. a single tear from her eyes.. a drop of your blood i will taste.. one day.. you will be sorry.. but by then.. even i.. wont have the satisfaction of saying, "its too late" for it no longer matters.. blood is thicker than water.. but water can cleanse the mess and filth of blood.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies chapter seventy six: the pretender
im in the mood again todae..play pretend?? lets go!! gosh do you know how much i love LOVE life!! my friends.. OMG!! my world wont shine like it does without them.. they help me forget my worries.. my pain and my shortcomings.. for that.. thank you!! good god!! i dont noe what i would do without you.. probably more of the hopeless wreck than i already am?? would you say soo?? hahahaha.. but hey!! lets not worry about all that.. you are here now.. everything will be ok.. right?? (insert huge smiley) you are alwaes been there for me.. alwaes have been and i bet you alwaes will be right?? i love you(s)!! nothing can tear us apart.. come hell or high water we'd alwaes be together.. (another huge smiley) *credits roll* Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |