chapter eighty eight: on the rebound
sit back, hommie relax
in fact, grab a six-pack
kick back while i KICK FAGS..

ok..

jesus!!

where do i begin..

hmm..
i guess i'd start by saying that it feels good to be back..
no matter where you go, or where you've been..
there really is no place like home
cause home is where summer is
and summer is where the heart is..
(corny to you?? bite me)

so sea games was messed up for me
i dunno, maybe i just wasnt part of the grand scheme of things this time round..
or maybe i was??
just on the sacrificial platter this time..
like i said..
i dunno
and i dont intend to dwell on shit too long..

moving on

VT and SEHSAN

its good to see you..
real good..
ive missed you
and im still amazed how our family has expanded soo..
uhh.. exponentially??
i love yous'...

pressing matters

DEAR SCUM

thats it
this has been going on for too long
at first it was amusing
now its just plain frustrating
not to mention annoying
alright cock bangers
i didnt wanna start shit with you soccer kids..
but you are starting to force my hand..
i dunno why you feel like you got beef with me
cause i dont really noe who the fuck you really are
how many of you there are
and quite frankly i dont give a fuck..
if you gonna bring it then bring it..
dont play tough on video
amongst yourselves..
just step up quickly so we can end this..
or i can end it..
either wae..
i dont give a fuck..
im tired of listening about what you wanna do..
cause i have yet to see you DO anything..
so please..
from me to you boys..
from the bottom of my heart..
provoke me..
all of you who wants a crack at it..
feel free..

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chapter eighty seven: the real big deal
before i leave..

(good god!! why does this sound soo pathetic.. i mean... why do i sound soo pathetic)

jesus!!
fuck this shit..

i'd be missing "people" while im gone..
i mean..
away..
yah..

cayenne
you are alwaes my number one..
i love you..
please..
dont get into trouble..
it pains me, a great deal..
i'll be expecting stories (alot of them) when i return kayy??
love you..

summer
=)..
i love you..
for reasons you know and for those you don't..
keep your head ayite??
this is the last (for the year).. i promise..
andand id be expecting alot of stories from you (more things to tell, than everybody put together)..
=)..
love you..

frin,qid,insyirah
hey..
ive missed you three..
=)..
even before i leave..
i hope we can hang again soon??
love y'all..

naya,aisyah
thank you for all the support and love over these years..
you have gotten me through some of the toughest times thus far..
i owe much to you and your love..
i miss you..
and i noe i sae this all the time (and fail to commit, all the time) but i hope we can meet up one dae and just be with the other..
love you.. much..

smoovie,stranger,pernicious,deadfamous,atul,apit..
yoo.. waddup!!
friends..
brothers..
totally..
pray for me yeah??
this is the big one..
biggest thus far..
one day, i hope all of us (except atul and apit, cause you're like.. not in this shit.. but i love you the same) be fighting the same fight..
i hope the dae come soon..
im bored shitless without you boys..
save me ayite??
love y'all

i dedicate this..
to all my friends (except cayenne, she's more than.. family.. like she is a living part of me)
thank you for all the support..
and i hope you loves.. would continue praying for me..
thank you..

i love you..
all of you..

(to those i did not mention specifically.. i noe this sounds generic.. but.. noe that i think of you too.. (from time to time).. for all you have thought me.. in shaping me as a person.. thank you all..
and i hope everyone who reads this.. or hears word of this.. please.. pray fo me.. for my safe passage.. for my victory.. please.. thank you.. i love you.. much)

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