chapter eighty seven: the real big deal
before i leave..

(good god!! why does this sound soo pathetic.. i mean... why do i sound soo pathetic)

jesus!!
fuck this shit..

i'd be missing "people" while im gone..
i mean..
away..
yah..

cayenne
you are alwaes my number one..
i love you..
please..
dont get into trouble..
it pains me, a great deal..
i'll be expecting stories (alot of them) when i return kayy??
love you..

summer
=)..
i love you..
for reasons you know and for those you don't..
keep your head ayite??
this is the last (for the year).. i promise..
andand id be expecting alot of stories from you (more things to tell, than everybody put together)..
=)..
love you..

frin,qid,insyirah
hey..
ive missed you three..
=)..
even before i leave..
i hope we can hang again soon??
love y'all..

naya,aisyah
thank you for all the support and love over these years..
you have gotten me through some of the toughest times thus far..
i owe much to you and your love..
i miss you..
and i noe i sae this all the time (and fail to commit, all the time) but i hope we can meet up one dae and just be with the other..
love you.. much..

smoovie,stranger,pernicious,deadfamous,atul,apit..
yoo.. waddup!!
friends..
brothers..
totally..
pray for me yeah??
this is the big one..
biggest thus far..
one day, i hope all of us (except atul and apit, cause you're like.. not in this shit.. but i love you the same) be fighting the same fight..
i hope the dae come soon..
im bored shitless without you boys..
save me ayite??
love y'all

i dedicate this..
to all my friends (except cayenne, she's more than.. family.. like she is a living part of me)
thank you for all the support..
and i hope you loves.. would continue praying for me..
thank you..

i love you..
all of you..

(to those i did not mention specifically.. i noe this sounds generic.. but.. noe that i think of you too.. (from time to time).. for all you have thought me.. in shaping me as a person.. thank you all..
and i hope everyone who reads this.. or hears word of this.. please.. pray fo me.. for my safe passage.. for my victory.. please.. thank you.. i love you.. much)

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