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chapter seventy four: are we really??
I SWEAR AND CURSE ALOT.. DEAL WITH ITthis world is sick and twisted.. a huge fucking twisted lie.. and we are living in it!! living it too for christ sake.. if you are too slow to get what im pointing at.. its this.. what does that make us all?? US.. THE FUCKING VERMIN LIVING THIS WRETCHED WAE OF LIFE.. go on take a wild guess.. a stab in the dark if you will.. guessed yet?? we are sick bastards.. really.. WE ARE.. we get kicks from watching other people fall and fail.. we are at our best when we humiliate others.. when we do a deed to edge others out.. why must we live dae to dae.. trying to prove things of little or no substance to others.. is it really important that we are deemed worthy in their eyes?? have wea really stooped that low?? as people sae.. it is the wae of the world.. accept it.. well i sae fuck it.. fuck all this shit.. i dont want it.. i dont want your shit.. or your sympathy.. never in a million years, your wae of life.. if you even call it a life.. you want to "just accept it" well fucking accept this.. THIS IS MY GOD DAMNED FORSAKEN LIFE I LIVE IT THE WAE I WANT IT.. EVEN IF GOD FORBID ME FROM THE GATES OF HEAVEN, ID STILL DO THIS MY WAE.. ITS THE BEST AND ONLY WAE I NOE HOW.. I DONT DONT DO THINGS JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK ITS BAD FOR ME.. I DONT GIVE A DAMN FUCKING FUCK!! REMEMBER THIS.. ITS MY CHOICE.. AND WHAT YOU THINK DONT MATTER.. FOR GOD SO WILLITH, HE LET ME SO.. (dear god almighty, i beg your guidence and strength for i am weak against my opressors.. though they have nothing on me, they grow relentless.. dear god, only to you i humbly kneel and beg.. dear god, guide me for i believe.. amin) if im gonna fall on my face id fall knowing where i go wrong.. not with what you think is right or wrong.. doesnt anyone else think that our subcultural wae of life is wrong?? is there really no one else?? DOESNT MEAN IF YOU ARE OLDER YOU ARE ALWAES RIGHT.. DOESNT MEAN YOU ARE YOUNGER YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH ANYTHING.. and one more thing.. (while im venting out my woes..) it doesnt mean if you talk behind my back.. i wont come round to noe.. a word of caution.. stay away from me least you wannna have a go.. im not saying im that big of a fighter.. but i am not one to back down.. and should i fall.. i shall fall knowing i did my part in weeding you out of the lives of all those around.. in my own wae.. i noe i did my part make everthing better.. because then, everyone will noe.. thats it.. im spent.. .period. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |