chapter forty nine: hairey-Allah
time ticks by wthout a care for anything
or anyone..
water flows and engulfs everything crossing its path..
why cant i just be like that??
to not have a care for the outcome..
to just run my course..
my own path..
the one i have set my mind on..

and you are right..
i am as stubborn as a mule..
i have to do everything my wae..
but hey..
i survived twenty years living my life my very own wae..
because i am not afraid to fall..
because i know i can alwaes pick myself up..
or at least i alwaes try to..

how can this be soo wrong..
when everything about it feels very right..
how??
if this pain and hurt comes with loving you..
i would willingly put myself through hell..
for you, a thousand times over..

call me crazy..
maybe i am..
maybe..

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