chapter forty eight: to chubbs
how do i sae this..
i want you to noe..
but i dont know how to sae it..

i suck..
i know..
i am mean..
dont know how to show my true feelings..
i am an egoist..
alwaes expecting you to make a move..
when i know fully well that i should be the one to..

and the worst part is..
i know you dont love me like i love you..
but i cant help it..
i love you with all my heart..
chubbs, you are the only one i have ever given my whole heart to..
and i intend to keep it that wae..
i cannot think of anyone other than you..
i dont want to anywae..

i dont know if what i do is right or wrong..
all i know is..
that i do everything thinking what is best for you..

chubbs, i love you..
i hope one dae you could sae that to me too..
i will wait, even if it takes forever..

p.s. i know you hate me calling you chubbs.. but i have to..

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