chapter fifty: what do i do WHAT DO I DO?!
have you ever wondered..
simply sat/stood/laid/squatted/whatever..
and just wondered??

i bet you are doing it right now..
arent you??
how far have you ever reached??
in your thoughts i mean..

honestly...
i usually end up at the same topic..
no matter where i start from..
i end up with the same questions..

how do happy people become soo..
well happy..
nowNOW..
dont get me wrong..

I AM A HAPPY KID!!
(no dispute, pleaseeeee...)

but how do these..
people..
get to maintain that ever fleeting sense of happiness..
i want that soo-so bad...

a life of happiness..
to live for the moment..
no past fading..
no future impending..
here and now..

jeez..
now that would be a life worth living..

but...
that just contradicts dont it??
how can i be happy..
if i have not a care for the future..
my future..

argh..
IM just A CONFUSED HAPPY KID!!

learn contentment baby..
be satisfied with todae..
but look forward to for the achivements of tomorrow..
and beyond..
dream big dreams..
dont fall to the wayside..
keep your eyes on the prize..

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