|
The world through my eyes
|
|
|
Excuse me??
Click Play and Dance
archives
|
chapter thirty three: you = kryptonite
chinggay was good...made awesome new friends.... i wont forget you girls.. wait.. i just realized... all of you are girls... i made friends with 9 girls.. and not realize it.. christ.. i really have gotten over it... my fasination and obsession over the opposite sex... yessa!! i did it... i never thought i could.. but i have... i have no need for girls anymore... and i can concentrate better on the ONE that matters.. actually.. to put it right.. i didnt really have a need for girls.. not since i met you anywae.. what i meant was.. i could make friends without seeming like im flirting.. though i seldom flirt.. people seem to think i alwaes do.. wierdos.... city alive was kinda dead.. the first part of it all was good.. well... ok-ok laa.. then towards the end.. it started getting crappy.. hip-hop fused with house music.. just messed up the whole bloody thing.. the wait after the party was the real damned part of the night though.. i had to wait hours for the first train service.. and that was the first time i lost my cool since i started doing my meditation.. i must have more practice with this thing.. self control and all.. you wanna noe sunthing?? sumtimes i feel like you love me right back.. other times... i feel the very opposite.. i love you the same either waes.. dont be so hard on me ok.. i am only soo weak.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |