chapter thirty seven: shithead
im messing up again..
oh god..
what am i doing..
im re-running the same damn course..
the one that leads me to internal hell!!

i have to stop..
now!!
this is stupid..

remember what you want..
and you ought to do well remembering..
IT IS WHAT YOU FUCKING HELL WANT FOR CHRIST SAKE!!
GET A FUCKING GRIP FUCKTART!!

aahhhh..
i feel better now..
beating myself up does wonders for me..

well then..
that would be all..

till we meet..
i love you

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