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chapter thirty five: epiphany
i want to run into a wallnow dont get me wrong.. dont start judging me just yet.. im not having problems or anything.. i just wanna noe what it feels like.. imagine.. pornstar plus solid brick wall multiply that with my full running speed.. that would equal to.. A HELL LOT OF PAIN!! woohoo!! i like it.. *epiphany* i am a MASOCHIST i live for this.. to feel hurt.. and love it.. i cannot explain the gratification.. i just love love loooooove it!! that explains the cutting now dont it?? all the falling down.. dislocations.. internal tears.. bleeding.. bruising.. soo many of them.. soo often too.. thank you god.. for blessing me with this knowledge of deeper self.. i humbly bow to you.. i am nothing without your grace.. now if you want to judge me.. be my guest.. call me sick.. heck.. im just me.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |