chapter thirty eight: more than words
Saying 'I Love you' is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand all you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands
And touch me hold me close
Don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love 'cause
I already know

ok so it's established that that my original..
its a song by frankie j..
but hey..
im just saying what im feeling..
and baby..
i do love you..
more than you'd ever noe..
cause i have a funny wae of showing it..

todae i feel very strong..
because todae..
i have been weak..
in the eyes of our culture..
i am to be seen as weak, todae..
but i noe my insides better than anyone else..
i am supreme todae..
i miss my cousin
and i love you..
these two feelings put together..
the tension of opposite feelings..
makes me whole..
balanced..
kinda like yin and yang thing..
one cannot survive while the other thrives..

ouh
and just so you noe..
(this is to readers out there)
missing does not equal love..
missing is this empty feeling
loveing.. makes you whole..
yet they co-exist in perfect harmony..
each maintains yet sustaining the other..
beautiful aint it??

prayer: bean (my first love) i miss you bro.. yet i hate you for going to a better place..
what?? my love aint enough that you had to go back to god's?? i miss you.. too much todae..
rest in peace.. i love you..

to you: hey.. *smiles* i-iv-iii

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