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chapter twenty nine: answers
is it safe yet??hmm... its been a long time since i talked to you baby v... im soo sorry... i didnt mean to keep you out of my life that long... i have legitimate reasons... one... the laptop broke down... preventing me from getting access to the internet.. two... i have a new listening ear now... i've been keeping a diary... like those old school kinds you noe?? on pen and paper.. well book actually... that wae i can talk about my most private thoughts... and feelings... so no one will noe.. cause baby v.. as much as i love talking to you.. you are just too open.. even complete strangers can listen in on us.. somtimes that gets way too creepy... but i wont forsake you.. i promise... and that was the third reason included.. baby v.. my life is messed up right now... maybe that evil dude is right.. he saes that i think wae too much about things.. i over think it.. making things more impossible than they really are.. maybe he is right... maybe i am over thinking it... but you get what im thinking right?? you see the reason for my erratic behaviour.. right?? baby v... i have gotten to a point where my whole world revolves around her.. each decision i make.. she will somehow influence it.. directly or indirectly... baby v... i noe im trying too hard sometimes... but i just cant help not trying.. you noe?? baby v... im lost and soo confused.. because everydae i hope to make her part of my life.. i dont noe what to do... i want answers... but im scared to hear them.. baby v... i guess the evil dude is right again.. im gonna wait... since i want to... it wont be a problem... how long it takes.. im just gonna wait... because i can.. and i am willing to.. because i still love you.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |