chapter thirty: Heart of The Rose
*smiles quietly to self*
you noe, evil dude.. i really have to thank you..
for you have opened my eyes..
i have started to enjoy life..
and things seem to start turning good..
better at least..
though it is at a slow pace right now..
but slow is good right??
to let things take time to menifest into something good..
thank you..
i owe you one..
big time..
(though i dont noe if you read my blog to hear this)

baby v..
todae i saw one of the most beautiful things in god's nature..
a glimpse of his brilliance..
todae..
i saw the rays of the sun filtering and breaking through heavy clouds...
it was truly beautiful...
the streaks of bright gray..
it was almost like i could see the layers of the air..

i took in soo much detail todae..
the soft breath of other passengers in the bus i was in..
the details of their skin..
the smell of the grass..
that was lovely if i might add..
the layers of cloud cover..
everything looked soo perfect..
soo right in its place..
todae i too felf my heart beating in my chest..
honestly..
i have never paid too much attention to it..
but i took the time to actually listen to it..
to me..
to my insides..
and it is the most undisputed sound i have ever heard..
nothing compares to this..
i felt my insides lifting..
everything felt warm and light..
like nothing could go wrong..

baby v..
i love this feeling..
i love her..
unknowing to her..
she continues to inspire me..
i dont noe whats going on..
but honestly..
i dont really wanna noe..
cause this feels soo right, how can it ever be wrong..

<3

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