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chapter twenty four: curtain calls
baby v..i am such a dick.. what is wrong with me.. is it that time for me oreadi?? so soon?? why?! why now.... why ever!! i have made soo many promises.. and broken most of them... the only one i havent.. is my habit of slashing... i wont break that one... that im certain... i need a do over.. desperately... with myself in priority.. i need to change my ways... i hate the life im living now... i hate being alive... i have to wake up from this nightmare.. now.. 30 day evaluation test: "boy.. the last time you said you would change.. you actually did... you changed.. FOR WORSE!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!! I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO BE A BETTER PERSON!! ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE EVERYONE RIGHT?? THAT YOU ARE JUST ALL TALK AND NO GO.. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU.. WHEN EVERYTHING TURNS BAD.. IT IS ALL ON YOU.. I TRIED SHOWING YOU THE GUIDED PATH.. YOU JUST WONT LISTEN.. REFUSED TO LISTEN.. YOU LET YOUR BALLS THINK FOR YOU DIDNT YOU?? you FUCKING IDIOT!! Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |