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chapter twenty three: coming clean
words said are promises made..and my word is law. i have one rule.. brothers above girls.. simple enough rite?? yet i fail to stay true to it.. i am sorry.. truly i am.. i didnt mean to keep you all in the dark.. i felt like you wont accept that i have feelings for her.. and that you would hate me for it.. i thought too much of the friendship we have now.. and i dont want her to be the reason we part waes.. cause then, i would hate myself.. and soon i would start hating her.. and i dont want that.. and yes.. i do love her.. a hell lot.. there was a time when i droke down because i tried stopping myself from falling for her.. i tried soo hard.. cause i knew you had feelings for her too.. actually.. i did get to stop liking her.. but i maintained the friendship with her... we just talked and talked.. tried to get along as friends.. then somehow.. we got really close to each other.. and the feelings i used to have.. grew again.. and now its stronger than ever.. i hid everything from you.. because i know it would be hard facing you.. what would i tell you?? what would i say to help you understand.. im sorry i did it.. im sorry i thought i couldnt trust you.. i should have known better.. i am truly sorry.. i will not repeat it.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |