chapter twenty one: standing orders
holy jesus christ son of mary!!
you guys are really making me hate training..
one fucked up rule after another..
standing orders as you would say..
bullshit is what i call it..
seriously..
what the hell is going on...

gone were the daes where we look foward to trainings..
daes where training was fun..
daes where we could laugh and and joke..
yet still learn somthing..

now its all about military strictness..
regimental shit..
what are we??
the army??
christ..
we arent even paid!!
its not about the money.. no..
but you have to remember that we are so called volunteers..
we signed up willingly for this..
to learn and achieve..
not to be shouted at..
to be criticized..
to be tortured so to speak..
lighten up people..
forcing us is not the wae to go..
believe me..
this old school style will never work on us..
we will keep our peace..
our mouth shut..
out of sheer respect for your age..
and position that you hold in the federation..
but dont test us..
dont test me..
i may worth nothing to you..
but i will spit on your faces..
and i noe you hold your image and dignity in high regard..
amazing how spit can change everything huh??

love..
i need more of your hugs..
it keeps me calm..
helps me forget..
please baby..
help me out..

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