chapter sixteen: procrastination
soo..
life is starting to suck lately...
im leaving the country this coming wednesdae..
its GOLDFISH's birthdae to boot..
not that i celebrate it..
but she might..
and i love to go out with her sumtimes...
what a riot...
actually..
she is more of the victim of my abuse..

so anywae..
yeah..
i be leaving soon..
too soon..
too long..
right <3....
i am gonna miss you soo much..

of late..
i have this unsetting feeling at heart..
i noe the reason..
i noe the cause..
but one does hope it is of one's imagination..
of one's own paranoid mind..
one does hope..
and pray to god all is still well...

everything else seems mundane..
nothing seems to equate as much..
it has sat heavy on my mind..
what luck..
such bad timing..
god help me!!

even blogging has lost its flavour and flare..
not unknown nor hate taggers can entice my mood..
as a matter of fact..
it just dempers my mood...

maybe what SNOW WHITE said is true..
maybe going away for awhile is a good thing..
get my mind off things..
hard..
but yeah..
i really should focus on my game..
bring my A-game to the forefront of my life..
for the time being at least..

get a grip kid!!

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