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chapter nineteen: intermission
whoa!!what a week.. and this is just the begining of the ride.. now things start to get fun.. its SHOWTIME baby.. god i love performing.. i love nothing better.. i was made to do this.. i just love it when i noe the watching crowd is impressed.. this sense of excitement.. sense of belong.. just explodes deep within my chest.. and this is one feeling that i dont try to suppress.. i share it.. the more i give.. the more i want to give.. but there is a down side too.. i can feel it when im not impressive.. when everything i do.. sums up to the grand total of nothing.. do you noe how bloody depressing that is?? i bet you have no idea... the thrill ride begins.. teaser baby.. lets go.. and please.. let yourself go.. set loose.. we will tear the ring apart.. i promise you.. i wont hold back anymore.. nothing to lose.. in it to win it right?? one time baby.. just one more.. dream come true!! chubbs.. i miss you soo terribly.. i dont care if the whole world noes.. noes how much i love you.. because i do.. come.. gimme a hug.. *hugs* Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |