chapter thirteen: sulk
jesus christ..
when will this end..
what will it take..
cant i be happy??
just once..
is it too much to ask for??
just go away..

this shit is never ending, i tell you..
one after the other..
one vicious insult after another..
and i thought we family..
pfft..
im better off dead than living with you..
and dont pretend that you will cry too..

to God:
what did i do to deserve this??
do you hate me soo much??

note to self:
dont question God again..
ever..

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