chapter thirteen: cut throat suicide
jesus christ..
cant you understand??
i dont want to..
i dont have a reason..
i dont need to give any...
i just dont want to..
why cant you understand..
any of you..

im trying to get over it and move on..
i suggest you do the same..
please..
just do..
its for our betterment..
mine and yours...
its hard..
i noe..
god..
its hard for me too..
but at least im trying..
are you??
seriously..
are you??

instead..
you are trapping me with guilt..
like i dont have enough on my own...
its killing me..
emotionally..
mentally...

i have my life to live..
you are part of it..
yes...
i admit..
acknowledge..
so please..
i beg you..
cut me some slack..
when im all good and done..
i will help you..
i will make you smile again..
like i alwaes do..
i promise..
i will..

and you..
yes..
YOU..
thank you for making me talk ok..
appericiate it...
iv-iii..
should i stop saying it soo much??
what do you think??

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