chapter seven: bad boy is here to stay
awesome..
funny ain't it how a single person can change the mood of your dae??
how the people around you can either make or break your dae??
and we all refuse to think that we are afected by the words and actions of others..
how we continue to live in denial..
thumping our chest, claiming to be strong as an individual..
how we lie to ourselves..
pathetic aren't we??

just yestardae..
i had thoughts of ending life..
to leave this world..
forever and for good..
mind you..
they were not thoughts of suicide..
i won't steep to that level again..
i learnt not to play god anymore..
only He can take and give life..
only He has that privilage..
i was more on the side of..
praying that he would take me back..
to be among his angels again..

thank god i didnt..
for if i did pray..
and if he did grant my prayer..
i wouldnt have got the chance to be with you todae..
and i loved todae..
you made me see the reason why i wake up to live everydae..
you make me feel glad i wake up in the morning..
ouhouh.. did i tell you that i dreamt of you??
it was nice..
even in my dreams..
you are a possitive impact..

todae was awesome..
can i get a round two??

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