chapter fiveteen: in the limelight
why??
why me??
for crying out loud...
do you think i enjoy this??

yes i do love being in the limelight..
for i am an exibitionist...
but i dont like to be the cause of fights..
and all that shit...
it brings me down lower than you think assholes!!

i am oready soo weak..
yet time and again..
you choose to break me down..
kill what little strength i have..

why damn it??
i tried my best...
my hardest to make everyone happy...
cant you understand that there is only one me??
i cant get to everybody in one dae..
and i still have my own life to live..
or have you forgotten that while you are soo buzy being self-centered??

i may remain silent while you continue to pick on me..
but let me warn your skinny ass not to push it..
dont try to see how far you will get before i explode..
because it wont be pretty..
i have a mean tongue..
though i dont show it..
doesnt mean i dont noe how to use it..
so watch it..
you are starting to thread on thin ice...

please!!
give me some space..
im doing what i feel is important now..
when all is well..
i will get to you..
i promise..
i will..

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