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chapter eleven: well this sucks
life sucks like this huh??lose too much than what you get... but we sit quiet cause we are happy to get anything at all... dreams are a fraction of what reality really is huh?? to teaser: i dont believe this bullshit one tiny bit.. the future is what we make of it.. consequences of our actions.. newton's law: every action has an equal and an opposite reaction.. pornstar's logic: if the future is destined by our present actions.. the future is now.. reactions are the visible outputs.. true?? if that is true.. why the blazing hell cant i solve all my problems?? though it may seem that i dont have any... i have plenty to go around... some more persistent than others... but.. the point is i do have problems... nothing is soo peachy and perfect.. nothing is as it seems sugar.. why do i have to play peacemaker... im not complaining about the attention im getting... its awesome to be in the light... but it does get taxing... im tired of smiling oreadi.. the falseness of it all... i forgot what it means and feels like to really-REALLY smile... but no.. this does not mean i am ready to give up on you... everything i do.. is for you.. seeing your smile is more important than my happiness.. cause.. dats my job rite?? this is why i was born into your lives... my purpose.. crap.. i talk too much.. i need love.. yours would be just perfect.. your sidewae smile.. makes me forget the hurt.. the brush of your skin.. soothes the pain... i need love.. i need you.. i love you.. straight up.. no riddles.. no puzzles.. i-love-you Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |