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chapter eight: a sadistic mind
hmm..this is going to be bland.. nothing tickeled my funny bone.. nothing made me tick.. my mind seems to be at ease.. such wierd feelings.. so foreign.. ease.. in one word.. boring.. lets dig deeper.. what could be the reason i feel soo.. urmm.. calm.. could this be the hangover from yesterdae?? looking back feels awesome.. i shud do this often.. reflection.. but wait.. its not everydae i get to spend time with you.. that i get to enjoy such.. ease.. (god.. im using that word alot..) so maybe reflecting wont be such a good habit.. let's just revert to living todae for todae's satisfaction shall we?? nono.. wait.. there was this one incident.. have you heard the sound of snapping bones?? human bones.. forearm to be exact.. god.. the noise was soo loud.. one loud SNAP.. everything seems to come to a stand still after that.. in a sick sadistic wae.. it was an incredible and unique sound.. *paak* -- *dead silence* no moaning pain.. no screams.. no shouting.. not what i expect.. sure it freaked me out.. but at the point of incident.. you could indulge the fleeting seconds of peace.. but when you see the limp hand.. all mayhem broke.. ok, exageration.. but yeah.. the silence broke.. frantic wails.. quick instructions were given to get help.. but on the flip side.. all other activities seized to a screeching halt.. as though e all really cared.. more of plain curiosity i recon.. but the poor fella.. too bad i guess.. it was bound to happen.. it is.. god's will.. accept it.. learn from it.. we, others should too.. we dont want that happenng to ourselves now do we?? thought the sound was incredible.. one of a kind.. unique.. the aftermath of it ain't soo pretty.. the pain of recovery.. the trauma.. ok next.. have you anticipated sumthing?? like wait for the moment to arrive.. to celebrate with all your little hearts desire.. but when the moment does arrive.. nothing seems as epic as you imagined?? like.. it was just another regular event?? hmm.. are we expecting too much?? or is it because we think ourselves bigger than we really are?? how sad.. Labels: for use of better word, pornstar dailies |