chapter six: games and patience
why do you alwaes fail to see??
are you surrendering to willful ignorance??
its soo obvious isnt it??
what im trying to tell you..
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then again..
maybe it is my fault..
i indulge myself in mind games..
persistantly forgetting that not everyone thinks like me..
hey im not saying the wae you do and think is wrong..
i just wish you could understand me easier..

why cant i come clean to you..
why cant i just sae what i want..
why am i soo afraid of what might be..
have i become that which i truly detest??
to crumble at the state of paranoia..
alas, a weakling..
a loser..

have i not been known to take risks??
to dive head first at any given situation..
to speak my mind..
insensitive to the feelings of thers..
why this now??
why am i stalling??
hesitations..
confusions..
showing signs of weakness..
afraid..

this is it baby..
make or break..
a test of your heart..

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