chapter five: bow out
hi babies..

i have decided..
i am going away from your lives..
going away..
but i'll never leave you..

im sorry for all the nasty things i've said..
all the teasing..
all the practical jokes..
the tickling..
poking..
hand holding..
hugging..
etc etc..

i have done too much damage oreadi..
the things i do..
has started showing signs of destruction..
to your lives..
as well as mine..

i love sumone soo deep..
sumtimes it hurts..
but that sideward smile on your lips..
takes all the pain away..

to my babies..
im sorry..
i just dont wish to get caught up in anything else anymore..
i dont need extra issues..
im having a hard time dealing with the ones at hand..
most importantly..
i dont want to hurt anyone..
especially you..
i cant bear to see you cry..

before its too late now..
this is my final good bye..
baby dont ask me why..
i just dont want to go back to yesterdae..
where i almost lost my true..
baby just try to understand..
that im finally trying to be a man..
to hold true to my promise...
to end playing nookie..
baby try to understand..
i wasnt playing you, a fool..
forgive me..

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