chapter two: stop, play and pause
limits
a state of confinement
preventing ''over-achievement''
or in some cases, just preventing from any form of achievement
sad life if you are part of group two..

this has been a mad week..
damn tired..
but the madness makes me happy..
though im worn out thin..
suffering from a dislocated elbow and a twisted ankle.. (i dont blame you bro.. dont worry)
i enjoy this week most..

hey
i said it before..
enjoyment is personal..
call me wierd..
but i love being (physically) hurt
or if it involves a risk of being hurt
if im not complaining..
why should you be fussing..
i may be wierd..
but you are mainstream..
a good-for-nothing
no-life
wannabe
punk-assed
son-of-a-bitch

but you noe what..
be like dat..
if i ask you to step out of your ''social circle''
out of the life that other people dictate you to live..
to be an individual..
to live your own life..
it would simply be too much for you..
soo..
just remain the wae you are now..
common and boring..
it suits you better..

i guess the winds are not in my sails again..
why does it seem that everytime we make a connection..
sumthing, sumhow, sumwhere..
keeps us apart..
even if it is a short while..
i would feel the silence..
i am not soo saddened by this short pause..
for i have this feeling that it would actually help bring us closer together..
absence makes the heart grow fonder rite??
let's see..

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