chapter one: hopes and prayers
dear god
why does thou test me such
have i scorned thee with such intensity??

dear god..
lighten up ok..
im starting to get worn out

if what people sae is true
that god only test us with that we can take..
that which is within our will and strength
then god must think that i am goliath

i just hope i can match god's benchmark

dear god
please
dont regard my complaints as forgetting the gifts you have showered me
i realize that you have given much unto me..
and my requests of you still continue to pile up
yet you continue to constantly give and grant
for that i love you

i realize that your tests
are meant to gauge my heart and faith to you
for i ask too much sumtimes..
but its ok right??
you knoe what i want..

dear god..
waiting is soo hard sumtimes..
especially
when soo many things can go wrong..
when there are soo many temptations around
and you knoe i am one to give in to the devil
what do i do god??
be my guide
while i seek my star..
clear my mind off doubt
and open my heart..

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